Friday, September 24, 2010

Just Turned 23

Idleness gets me daydreaming,
I think of life, of work, I think of you,
Of many days spent figuring out what to do.
When I've hurt, got hurt, but stood my ground.

Saying goes, "Everybody's unique so we're all the same."
Though I'd say, no one else has my will power.
I'm scared, but I don't show it,
Got hurt and moved on. That's the way it is.

So far so good now, when time has healed us.
I have forgiven, yet I find, forgetting is not easy.
Just really glad there's so much more to life,
Coz joy and inspiration never stop coming.

My dilemma is to go or not to go.
I DID want to, now I don't know.
Wants have changed, forgotten love has surfaced.
I wanna do something else, if I may.

I'm young and nothing's too late,
Except being fifty, and not quite happy.
I'm blessed, still blessed.
Thank You for having my back, all the way.

Writing feels good, so good
I almost forgot what it's like
Translating emotions into words.
Glad I haven't lost my touch!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Good Day

I did what I did with the thought of just getting by through this day. God really has His own plans, and I was surprised. At myself even. Well, all's well that ends well. To God be the glory!


Monday, September 13, 2010

Elle vs Vogue, etc.

I actually like Elle better than Vogue. And that's strange considering the fact that Vogue is number one. But for me, Vogue is just about fashion, no substance, no style. You can't even read between the lines to find what you're looking for. Sure, they have everyday updates about the fashion world, but there's more to it than that. Online readers, like me, need to see the creativity and dedication of the editors. I can't pinpoint exactly what I don't like about Vogue, it's just that Elle works better for me. They even have a blogroll. So cyber!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010


I've been pretty busy lately, literally. I'm back to being a nurse and my second day at work, I was assigned on night duty. I used to dislike noc duty a lot, but when you come to think of it, it's actually the best shift. No doctor's orders to carry out, not too many people up and about. It's just peaceful, and you get to do your work without interruption. At least in my ward. I know it could be different somewhere else. But hey, so far so good for me.

Ich vermisse blogging ├╝ber ihn. Lol!

I got a little interested in learning German recently because I've noticed it's very similar to English, structure-wise, so I just thought maybe it's easier to learn. And of course a little influence from you know what.

I've come to realize that I'm not happy with my work. I mean, nursing is a learned skill and I know I have props in my field, but it's just different from who I am. My friend sujin told me most people feel this way about their work, but I don't know.

I'm more of an arts person. I even thought I might take up design classes. I don't really regret taking up nursing because it has taught me a lot and made me really smart (just saying) but it's time I indulge myself a little. I mean, I will be a nurse forever, status-wise and no one can take that away from me, unless my license gets revoked, but there's just so much more to life.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Introducing Me

Performed by Nick Jonas in the movie Camp Rock 2. I didn't quite like the movie. There's too much of Demi going on.

But I like this part.

King of Anything

A song by Sara Bareilles. It's nice how she bluntly speaks her mind in her songs. Great songwriting!

This advocates me in a way. Listen!

Friday, September 3, 2010

Ghost Town

One of my favorite movies. I discovered Ricky Gervais's genius in this film actually, and I've liked him eversince. It's about a dentist who can see ghosts after a near-death experience. But it's a love story mostly. Endearing and very sentimental, suits me perfectly. Plus, the soundtrack is amazing. I've mentioned this fact in my earlier posts and you can check out what I mean there.


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